It's been 4 months with tears.
It's been 4 months ... but it feels more like 4 years.
The memories that sticks with me, they don't want to fade away.
It hurts like hell when I have to walk pass that place every day.
I can delete the pictures on my phone..
but the images in my head, they just woun't let me alone.
You might think the pain would disappear, but no, I feel it crystal clear.
I can't speak your name.. the pain is there.
I can't handole hearing it, or even read it! It hurts too much!
Now it is 4 months 'till you'll be home, and 4 months since we've been in touch.
It's been 4 months, still every day, the pain is strong and new.
Though it lasted only 6 months, it felt like death when we were through.
I don't think it'll stop quite yet. Love takes more time then I knew.
I've lived my last year for you.