They told me each day
I can still recall the way I felt
Some words can I never say
Cause the pain is a rock in my throat
The words still hurt
I know it's been years since
But I still don’t feel like I'm worth
The beautiful words nowadays
Every compliment I get
Is another bandage
I cry my heart all wet
Of the love, but is it for real?
Every word I say
Is somehow mean
I am trying my best
To let go, and love you
But the pain I feel
It is not fair
I inflict it on to those I love
I hurt them each day
It destroys me too
But I can't help it
I am sorry
I am sorry